Pure Fiction

He pinned me up against the wall. His hand around my neck and his lips coming closer to mine. He kissed me with a force that I’ve never felt before. His tongue enters and he moans. As one hand applies pressure to my neck the other hand is around my waist. I can feel my legs getting weak at this exchange. I try to fight him off, but he resists. I don’t want him to stop. He kisses me harder and I swear everything in my being melted. He knew I loved it rough and I know he loved to be rough. He removed his hands from my neck and pinned my hands against the wall. Damn I wanted to fuck him, but didn’t think it was appropriate. It was the 2nd time we’ve actually been around one another. I pushed him away. As we both tried to catch our breaths we just stood there staring at each other with this dangerous lust in our eyes. We wanted each other right then, but we didn’t want to take it there too soon.

Before I could even process a complete thought he came to me again. This time he took me in his arms and carried me up the stairs. I couldn’t keep my eyes off of him and vice versa. I don’t know what it was about the way we looked at each other. It was like our eyes spoke without words. I laid me on the bed and he removed my clothes. He slid my panties off and threw them across the room. I removed his t-shirt and he took off his sweats and his boxer briefs. He was now at full attention. His dick had this special curve that probably made a bitch get hooked. He came down and kissed me as I moaned. He worked his way down and got to my thighs. He placed his lips on each thigh and kissed them with such tenderness. He then put his lips on my other lips and planted a kiss there also. He dove into my pussy. His tongue caressing my clit as he took it in and out of my opening. I tried not to moan, but that shit felt to good to quiet. He continued to spread my legs further apart to get better access to my good pussy. He sucked, nibbled and licked it as though it provided him with nourishment.This sexual sensation seemed like it lasted forever, but it was probably only 10 mins. I came multiple times just from his tongue  He put his index and middle fingers in my pussy to collect my juices. He came back up to me and put the fingers in my mouth. I tasted what he tasted and it was good. We both began to lick the remanence off the fingers. By this time I was READY and needed him in more ways than one, but first I wanted to return the favor. I don’t suck just anybody’s dick. I reserve that privilege for those who I call my man, but tonight he was that man.

Our positions were now reversed. He was laying on the bed and I was at the dick. I licked the head just to tease him. I can feel him looking at me. Maybe he was unsure at my ability to suck a mean dick. Maybe he got off on watching. I didn’t know and I didn’t care, I just wanted something big and juicy in my mouth. As I opened my mouth and lowered it on that beautiful curvy dick my mouth started watering. I was hungry for it. Needed to taste it. As my mouth and tongue went rapidly up and down on his dick I pushed it to the back of my throat. When I started to gag I began sucking again and allowed my tongue to caress his now bulging veins. As I continued to suck and deep throat that curve he started whispering my name with every motion. His pleasure turned me on even more I wanted it deeper. I wanted to suck it faster. I wanted to taste him. I sucked his dick like I was in a competition. I was going for the gold and I felt him tighten up. He was about to release my prize and that made my pussy and my mouth water with anticipation. As the moans got louder and the curse words escaped his lips I tasted it. Kept my mouth on it and let all of it enter. He was still releasing and I started swallowing. I wasn’t gonna let that water go to waste. When he was done I kissed the head and removed my lips. He was surprised and turned on that I let it all go down. I was ready for that dick and he couldn’t wait to feel this pussy. I thought “If the head was that good imagine the sex…”

To Be Continued….

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Rolling Out has reported that Chris Kelly of the rap group Kris Kross was found dead in his home. He was only 34 years old. No more information has been released at this time.

I am truly saddened by this news because Kris Kross was and is still one of my favorite groups. They were a major part of my childhood and this news only makes me realize that life can change in an instant. I will keep you informed on the details as they are released.

R.I.P…to the miggidy miggidy Mack

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 I am thoroughly sick of these women releasing their power to these n*ggas and yes I said n*ggas that don’t give a promise of a fuck. They treat em however they want and these chicks get down on their knees and beg these men for love. I blame women for this shit. Men do what you allow them to do and the second you give him everything, he turns around and gives you nothing. You make this man your world and fight him on a daily basis to acknowledge your existence. Then you cry on a daily basis and use these low self-esteem ass tears to gain sympathy. Like if you cry and beg just enough he will treat you better. These men don’t give a damn about your tears or your heart, but you release all the power in your body to make him feel like you truly love him. Chile please.

It’s sad but as women we don’t know just how much power we hold. A man does not need to know your suffering, that you’re hurting as much as you are with the state of the relationship. The second sees how vulnerable and miserable you are the first thought in his mind is “gotcha bitch.” Some men love that kind of control, that they have a woman going bat shit crazy over them even though they ain’t sweating her like that. Perfect example, in college I began a relationship with this man. Now I loved the fuck outta this dude and based on our relationship he loved me too, but he was doing his own thing. I showed all my cards, cried my tears and constantly had “conversations” with him on the state of what was going on. He would feed me the lies and the promises and like a fool I forgave him time and time again because of love. This man knew I wouldn’t leave him because my love was that fucking strong. He had my power and I gave him that shit. Sometimes when you’re in love it’s not only your heart that’s in jeopardy of being broken…it’s also your soul. Every fiber in me hurt from all the bullshit. I told myself that he loved, that’s why he was still with me. He was still with me because I loved him enough to deal with his bullshit. I loved him enough to allow him to shit on my emotions.

I dealt with it for 3 years and after finding out that he cheated on me again and moved this bitch into his house I was done. I ended it without so much of a goodbye and walked out his fucking life. Now, yea I took control over my situation but that doesn’t mean it was easy for me to get over it. The thing is I never showed any sort of fucks when he contacted me weeks later. Behind closed doors I was going thru it girl, I was a mess. Ladies, it’s ok to mourn the death of a relationship, it’s healthy. I always say “Bitch drink a fifth, listen to Mary and wipe yo fucking tears and walk on.” Your human, you gotta get it out but you will get over it. Like my favorite motivational speaker Trent Shelton so eloquently stated ”Leaving won’t compare to the pain of staying.” Staying is what kills you daily, leaving is what builds you back up eventually. As the days, weeks and even months went by I healed. I was getting that power back, that I thought I gave up to this one man who couldn’t appreciate what he had. It’s funny I saw him about a year later and he walked up to me all timid and shit and I said “Oh hey, how are you?” as perky as I wanna be. I forgive him for not knowing any better, and once I forgave him I forgave myself. I didn’t forgive myself for loving the wrong person, the fact that I saw past who he was and loved him was major. I forgive myself for him not loving me the way I thought I wanted him to love me. I know that sounds ass backwards, but basically I forgave myself because I felt like I was begging for love from a man who couldn’t love me correctly. I deserved to be loved by someone without hesitation, without conviction. That was the moment I knew I had my power back.

Ladies, we get involved with these men and before we let them show us what they have to offer we lay all our cards on the table. We show them everything when they hardly reveal anything. We want them to know we trust them so we give them our most precious gift, our love. When you know half of them don’t deserve it. The power is moving on and getting you back in perspective. Once you get your power back you will realize that the shit that you thought was so serious, doesn’t seem as serious as get your power back. Have some kind of chill about yourself and know that you’re better than your circumstance. Every thing is only for a moment. 

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This question has come up time and time again. Is it ok to date a friend’s ex even if your friend didn’t have an issue with it? Some people have said that there should be a “code” among friends that should prevent the other from even going down that road. Then on the other side you have others saying if “the relationship didn’t work out, there is a chemistry between the two and there is no love lost with your friend and her ex… so why  not?”  Something like this can break up a pleasant friendship, but I think every situation is different. Here are a few instances where I think dating an ex of a friend might not be such a bad thing.

1. If the friend suggests it~ There are some instances where your friend think it’s a good idea. Some people fail to understand that all breakups aren’t always bad breakups. Some people just don’t make good couples. It could be difference in personalities or lack thereof. Your friend might feel like she has the perfect person for you…who just happens to be someone she dated. If you’re willing to explore the possibilities of what could be and she has no issues with it, do the damn thing.

2.  Approaching the friend first~ In  my opinion I think the friend should know before anything pops off. Let’s say your out one night and you see “Tyrone”, you always thought he was cute but he was your homegirl’s man in 2002. You strike up a conversation and you find out “Tyrone” is a pretty cool guy. He gives you his number to call him sometime. Before you make that call I would suggest bringing it up to your homegirl. Although they broke up way back when, that’s still someone she was involved with and has the right to know. She will either say “Girl do your thing, that was so long ago.” or she might say “No I don’t like that shit.” If she has a problem with it that’s your cue to back off. Now I think that’s hella selfish especially if she’s moved on from a 10 year ago relationship, but some people still harbor hurt, love and disappointment for folks in their pasts. Maybe she’s not completely over their breakup. Just step away and move on.

3. If she’s gone to glory~ Lol I only say that because most women would rather be dead than to see their “friend” or their ex happy. So if she’s been called home he’s fair game.

4. If it was a casual dating situation~ Now if they went out on a few dates in the past and kicked it once or twice I think it’s safe to say the door is open. Maybe he’ll work out for you than he did for her.

Luckily my friends and I never had the same tastes in men to even consider dating the other’s ex. Sometimes relationships don’t work, that’s a fact. If people would be more mature and accept that then a lot of them will be better off. I do think your friend should be privy to the information before hand, that way you can know where they stand. There are some instances where a friend would say she’s cool with it, then when you’re walking around all happy in love she starts to trip. That’s the thing about women, they never mean what the fuck they say. No matter how casual the relationship was in the past some women will have a problem. Now if they were in a full on committed relationship, you might find some issue with her accepting you dating her ex. In that instance I wouldn’t even go there because chances are you’ve heard her bitch and complain about their relationship a thousand times.Too messy to even get yourself caught up. Then there are some women that just can’t let go of archived relationships. If the shit was more than 15 years ago, she needs to chill. This man could be your soul mate and you can’t date him because he dumped her in 1996 and she’s still in her feelings about it. Girl please, if you haven’t learned to move on with your life and focus on other shit then no happiness will ever enter your life.

Holla at me: Have you ever dated a friend’s ex? Would you ever if the opportunity presented itself? 

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Dear V.I. ,

Please help me!! Me and this guy are sex buddies and I’m honestly cool with that like I know what it is when he calls me and vise versa but it’s getting old that he hasn’t caught feelings yet usually I have to beg guys to leave me  alone and this guy is just different… I don’t want anything special like a relationship I don’t even want to be a sideline and spend the night every once in a while I just want him wrapped around my finger…. PLEASEEEEEEE tell me how I can get him to get like that and obviously the sex isn’t gonna be the answer to that because he can have ANY girl I need to know some psychological shit I can do to have him hooked on me please get back to me soon!!

signed,

Want That N*gga Whipped

Dear WTNW,

o_O!!!!??!???!! Are you serious?? Ok you say you don’t want a relationship and you two are content being sex buddies, but you want this man to go ape shit for you and your pussy ain’t working so you want tips?? Chile you can’t be serious?? So you get a rise out of “hooking” men and then dogging them? You seem like you have an issue with your self-esteem because only simple women with low self-esteem try to plot and scheme shit like this…in my opinion. The man is treating you like he should treat you…as just a screw. He’s following the fuck buddy etiquette, yet you seem to have an issue with it. 

Honey let me tell you something. You just mad cause his pussy tolerance is high. Good pussy is just good pussy to him, no need to complicate that shit with “feelings” and whatnot. Playing with people like that won’t work for you forever. You go around trying to “hook” a n*gga and you turn around and hook the wrong one. Folks play with sex so much and they use that shit as a way to control a motherfucker. All pussy that glitters ain’t gold. Stop using your vagina to make you feel wanted by a man. If a man does get hooked on you, it’s not you they want it’s the pussy you give them. I’m all for friends with benefits and shit, but when you trying to do some back-handed shit that’s what I can’t get down with at all. If you’re looking for tricks from me, I’m sorry bew bew I can’t help you. Either chill with the situation you got going on or find one of those weak dudes that usually get sprung and leave this one alone because obviously this situation ain’t something you want.

I’ve really hoped I’ve helped you in some way. I am not an expert, I just give my opinions as I see fit. The decision is ultimately yours to make, so I hope you make one that is in your best interest. Keep me posted!

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I swear some women just can’t recognize a good man. I just can’t understand with all the good women out here, these men choose the bitches that don’t deserve shit. I stumbled upon the video below on Facebook. It’s a clip from a Divorce Court episode with this couple that has some major issues. No let me take that back, the loser bitch has some issues. She left her husband because “he was too nice”. You read that shit correctly, he was too nice to her and her kids and she found that creepy. He did all the things a good man should do for his woman and this bitch didn’t appreciate nothing.

This is the issue I have with women. Some women just don’t deserve better. She wants someone to treat her like shit so she can feel like she’s in something wonderful? Yet a woman who wants to take care of her man can’t find a good one to save her life. I hate shit like this, bitches like this make men think all women are fucked in the head. They’re selfish and don’t know how to treat anyone. Give real women a bad name. Mayne I dislike this bitch for real. Any way, watch the video for yourself.  Let me know your thoughts.

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BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH QUEEN MOTHER IS IN THE BUILDING! So some young child who was in the front row at Beyonce’s show and captured glory. On Wednesday Beyonce’s tour stopped in Palais Omnisports de Paris-Bercy in Paris, France and she gave every woman and all the gays their lives today. Beyonce performed her song “Grown Woman” and danced for all the kids around the world. Chile, Mother Bey does not know how to put on a sub-par performance. I was LIVINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG as I watched this video. I cannot wait until the official video is released. I love this song and now that I see her perform it I am back to being pissed that I couldn’t get tickets to her Atlanta show.

*Plays tiniest violin I could find* I love ya’ll with my whole heart, so if anyone out in cyber space wants to bless me with a ticket or something I would LOVE you for the rest of my life…or until the concert is over. *sigh* I just want to see Queen Mother of All Things Beautiful in all her glory. Plus I need to see that titty leotard suit in person. Thanks a bunches. Check out my Bey Bey singing and performing the fuck out of this song.

By the by I love Beyonce so yea…STAY MAD!

Fuck Keyshia Cornflakes

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*Snapping Fingers* Welcome to the Diary of A Mad Guest Blogger. This is a segment where we feature readers/bloggers that got thangs to say. I want you to give a special hand to Maya Savanovich. 

When “Fifty shades of grey” book series started to come out, people around the world have caught frenzy and most of the people read the book in one sitting. It was a fascinating book that has made many a woman around the globe feel naughty and crave for lustful and intense sex with their partners. So, here I will present you with a few sex toys that have been inspired by the book, both for her and for him. With these sex toys, you will be able to feel like Anastasia Steele and Christian Gray, enjoying your lust to the fullest.

Thrusting rabbit

While Ana Steele may not have been interested in the vibrators as much as you would think, Christian Grey was very interested in them. This vibrator comes with three unique modes for thrusting, has an additional clitoral stimulator and is guaranteed to provide great pleasure when you are alone in your bed. You might try reading the book and enjoying the company of this little rabbit.

Satin riding crop whip

When Christian Grey gave Anastasia what she described as the ‘ride of her life’, he was using his famous crop whip to put a little extra sting. Women everywhere are crazy about this little toy. You can use this heart-tipped, satin whip to indulge your wildest dreams in your bedroom and get in on some horseplay. It will certainly turn you on if you got turned on when Anastasia was getting whipped.

Cuffs for him or for her

This piece of bondage gear can be used by either him or her. It is made in such a way that it enables people to use it in many ways. Tie your girlfriend to the bed and tease her before you start any action. Or she can tie you and do the same. Also, if you are into such things, you can cuff her ankles and see her beg to be released in sweet sexual rapture. The choice is yours.

Oral sex simulator

One of the things that Anastasia enjoys the most is when Christian gets down and satisfies her orally. His magical tongue makes her feel all kinds of satisfaction and orgasm is never far away. Now, if you want to have this kind of pleasure yourself, whenever you want it, you do not have to search for your own Christian. The oral sex simulator will give you the same experience, no matter where you are. Have orgasms whenever you want them to. This simulator comes with ten tongues that can provide licking pleasure in three speeds. There is also a flicker option for increased pleasure.

All these sex toys can bring you hours of happiness and wild orgasms. If you pair it with reading the book in your bed at night, the pleasure will be even bigger. The book can give you inspiration and you will be able to re-live the moments of Anastasia and Christian and their wildest bedroom adventures.

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Mimi has got to be the dumbest bitch ever to receive dick from a man. *sigh* Sorry I had to get that out, please excuse me. So last night the highly anticipated season premier of Love & Hip-Hop Atl debuted and chill the shit still hitting the fan. Of course there is the drama that we missed, but my simple ass thought that this love triangle with Joseline Hernandez, Stevie J and Mimi Faust was over. I mean Mimi this man disrespected the shit out of you on tv in front of millions. Made you look stupid as fuck, well you actually made yourself look stupid as fuck and we all thought that things were gonna change this season. Man I ain’t never been so wrong in my life. This situation made me think of all the women who get played like an atrac and still stay with this person for whatever reason. No matter how he has disrespected, cheated, lied and flaunted another bitch in your face. You still stay cause your self-esteem is shot and you think you rather have a half of a man than no man at all.

Unfortunately,  Mimi’s story isn’t so uncommon. The difference is her story is being played out for the world to see that’s why she looks dumb as hell. We all know a Mimi. A woman who complains about the same motherfucker for 10 years, but still is surprised by the dumb shit he puts her through. They make up all kinds of lame excuses as to why they stick around; “When we’re good our relationship is wonderful” or “I think he’s close to changing. He will realize that I’m the one that has his back.” The more a woman thinks she can be the driving force behind a man’s change is the bitch I would like to sell magic beans to cause that shit right there is laughable. A man only changes if he desires that change, not the other way around. Mimi has been disrespected over and over by Steebie and Rihanna with a taco and she thought that “moving in” to his house when Jose lives there would set Jose straight. I mean if that ain’t the dumbest shit ever I don’t know what is, this girl just screams “I don’t love myself or my child.” Mimi uses their daughter as a means to her relationship with Stevie J. He does need to maintain the relationship with his child but your “romantic” relationship with this man is what got your mind fucked up.  Using your child to stay close to a man who brings his side hoe in your space every chance he can get then the bitch calls you out your name every chance she gets and he does nothing??? Gurl really?  This is why side hoes will always fucking win cause of weak bitches that stay trying to stake their claim on a man who don’t give not one solid social fuck about her.

I always say every woman’s back can’t tolerate the same amount of lashes. What she obviously can do another woman can’t and won’t ever. I know women that wouldn’t even let the situation get that far, but there are others that look for torture and keep running back to it. I think Iyanla needs to come in and fix these lives cause chile this lil threesome shit these people got going on ain’t healthy. Sometimes you gotta put yourself first. Make sure you do what’s best for your well-being. Mimi doesn’t love herself enough to understand that this shit isn’t natural. I don’t know if the bright lights of reality tv has caused her to put up with all this shit, but 15 years involved with him this bitch use to this kind of behavior. You can’t sell out your integrity for a reality check. Girl get some self-respect about yourself. Ladies, please know better cause until you know better you do better. Don’t degrade yourself  for a man who won’t even piss on you if your weave were on fire.

Holla at me: What did you think of Mimi’s relationship with Stevie J? 

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I realized I have never touched on this topic on my site, but this is one that seriously needs to be talked about. There are a lot of men out here dealing with mommy issues. It’s common for women to have daddy issues, but men seldom discuss the issues they faced with their mothers. Over the weekend I watched the highly anticipated episode of “Iyanlya Fix My Life” with life coach Iyanla Vanzant. Iyanla decided to help DMX get his life together and hopefully “save” him from himself. Now everybody that knows Earl Simmons knew that this wasn’t going to be the easiest shit to do. DMX had a lot of issues like drugs, women, anger, family and hurt. DMX was nothing but a hurt man who basically gave up on himself and it all steamed from the issues he had with his mother. His mother according to him basically treated him like shit. It seemed like she never really gave a damn about him and showed it. When his career was hot he sang a song called “Slippin” which he rapped about his mother and their horrible relationship. That’s when we all found out what he went through as a child. DMX became a product of his household, he just stopped caring because his mother just didn’t. That relationship fucked up every relationship he had especially with the one woman who loved him…his wife.  She went through hell with this man and subsequently their children witnessed the same hell. His issues as a child growing up with a woman who didn’t love him destroyed his relationships as an adult.

I knew a guy with mommy issues and the one thing you learn fairly quickly is that they don’t know how to relate to women. They know how to treat a bitch, but when it comes to a woman they really don’t know how to handle it. I’m not saying all men with mommy issues are incapable of treating a woman right, but it’s hard for them understand how to respect someone who has their backs. For instance; the man I know didn’t trust women…period. He always thought a woman had some sort of ulterior motive. He rather fucked with bitches. Reason was he knew what a bitch was all about. He could screw her and tell her basically anything and like any simple bitch they would believe his shit. Simple bitches were easier to handle. They didn’t expect shit from him so he gave them nothing in return. He rarely got into actual relationships because they required too much of him. I personally think he was afraid that he wouldn’t measure up to a woman. He didn’t want to feel rejected, like he wasn’t good enough. The way his mom made him feel when he was a kid. So he never let himself get too involved.

So he told me a story about this woman he met a couple of years earlier. How he described this woman and her personality, she seemed like a good person. He was hesitant to actually date her, but he was really into her vibe. He knew what his problem was but he never discussed it with her. He was afraid of her judging him and thinking that he wasn’t good enough for her. They eventually started a relationship. Everything was good for the first few months, but he changed. Well he actually changed back to the man that he already was in the beginning. Dude put on a front to get her, but how long can you keep up a lie? He started cheating as he usually did. He started lying about things. He even starting shutting her out, being short and cold to her. She stressed over that relationship for a long time and tried to stick to it because she loved him, but all the lies and the cheating she couldn’t take it anymore. He broke her heart because he didn’t know how to treat someone who actually loved him back. He couldn’t understand how she would love someone like him when his own mother didn’t think he was worth anything.

I think one of the major issues with men is that they feel talking  out their issues to someone just isn’t “manly” . They rather keep it in than talk about it openly for fear of looking too vulnerable. The mother is the first person that shows a child instant love. When that doesn’t happen there is a disconnect between that child and every woman who enters his life. Most of these mothers take their emotions from the relationship with their father and bring it onto the child. For instance if a mother and father aren’t together anymore and she’s left bitter and bruised because of the breakup her attitude towards the son might be affected. He might look just like his father, or act just like his father. That can set a woman off reminding her of her failed relationship with that man. Now she’s punishing the son for something that he cannot control and in-turn distancing herself from him. Usually he starts acting out because he feels like no one cares for him or his well-being so he’s gonna do what he wants to do. Ladies, you gotta be more careful when raising these little boys. Don’t let your relationship issues fuck your child’s head up. These children weren’t asked to be here.

Holla at me: Have you ever been involved with a man suffering from mommy issues?

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